meta
[ met–uh ] – adjective
- pertaining to or noting a story, conversation, character, etc., that consciously references or comments upon its own subject or features, often in the form of parody: A movie about making a movie is just so meta—especially when the actors criticize the acting.
- pertaining to or noting an abstract, high-level analysis or commentary, especially one that consciously references something of its own type.
I first learned about “meta” way before I knew anything about metaphysics. I my particular world, it was meta-data, and it while I understood it was the data about the data, my experience was demographics. Demographics is the spirit of the data. Trying to artificially break down the spirit of humanity through grouping of data using pattern recognition. It is using the spirit of the thing that I write this post today.
metaphysics
- the branch of philosophy that deals with the first principles of things, including abstract concepts such as being, knowing, substance, cause, identity, time, and space.
I have come to feel I have had an intimate experience with metaphysics. There is physics and for me, metephysics is both the parallel track as physics applies to matter. I also have a new love affair with fate, destiny and chaos. When I use words now, I look at them as opportunities to learn that English in particular has become a quantum language for me:
matter
- physical substance in general, as distinct from mind and spirit; (in physics) that which occupies space and possesses rest mass, especially as distinct from energy.”the structure and properties of matter”
- an affair or situation under consideration; a topic.
verb
- be of importance; have significance.
Wait….that’s different. People matter, right? Good people, anyway.
What about horrible people? They matter, but negatively. One might say “anti-matter.”
It is with this that I write a little more about my battle with entities of darkness. Demons, for lack of a better word.
Just over two years ago, I experienced possession. It was in this possession, this thing that I heard about but thought it was the thing of horror flicks. I never even watched The Exorcist, too dark for me. It was so dark that sometime early on, I actually said out loud, that I wouldn’t wish this on my worst enemy, and something changed. I became the possessor. I have since learned this journey for me has a LOT of different outcomes.
Learning who and what I am is an absolute tie with ridding the cosmos of this energy. I had not previously considered myself hero material, but I can say confidently that I’m fighting a battle that most people don’t even think of AND I’m learning more about metaphysics and the nature of the multiverse that most people don’t get in all their lifetimes, let alone this tiny little existence. I’ve discovered that I’m at least ten thousand years old.
It is in exploring all the ways to get rid of this energy that I have contemplated my existence – I matter vs the existence of the demons who “anti-matter”. Does the amount that I matter stack up against these demons. I look up “What happens when matter collides with anti-matter?”
“The combined mass of the matter and antimatter is transformed entirely into energy in a reaction so energetic that “explosion” doesn’t do it justice. Scientists call it an “annihilation.” “For a given mass, such annihilations are the densest form of energy release that we know of,” says Fajans.”
This was my goal. to annihilate the demons. This, I can do. I just have to matter enough and the proof of that is in whether I can or cannot annihilate them.
“Metaphysics” – the spirit of the physics.
Let me say this one more time.
THE SPIRIT OF THE PHYSICS.
As I imagine/understand what this looks like, I understand that everything is kept inside a container if you will. These entities are contained inside a plane or a dimension…I’m not sure which since I don’t know the difference. Even annihilated, the container stays the same. It is this container that I send the resulting antimatter and their “magic” to the sun for incineration…just to be sure. If you pay attention to the Schuman Resonance, it has been off the charts. Today, I saw that NOAA has issued a warning for a geomagnetic storm occurring right now.
I think I’m winning =)
I created this video to show the crossover between physics and metaphysics.

