I’ve been wondering a lot of things over the last half decade. I’m an intensely curious person, and have asked a lot of questions. I don’t have all the answers, but it’s not because I haven’t asked. It’s amazing to me that when I ask something, I generally get some kind of answer. Some ring more true than others.
The biggest question I’ve had over and over is, “Why me?” Not from a victim standpoint, but from a practical standpoint. I’m the granddaughter of a farmer from Iowa. My mom was a model of midwest practicality. My dad was a lesson in something closer to what a phoenix represents. Apparently, it is the mix of these things in me that made the the right candidate for raising/razing the planet.
Ascension is way more a matter of practicality than anything supernatural or magical. If asked to describe myself professionally, I would first say I’m a generalist. I know a little bit about a lot of things with experience in practical application. It’s the metaphysical part I didn’t have any experience with in this lifetime. Enter my daughter who was scared out of her wits by dark energy in our home. Reflecting back, I see I had a lot of the same experiences as a child, and when I recall visions and recurring dreams, I have managed to fill in a lot of blanks.
First, let me start by saying I do not share in any belief system(s). I have two basic requirements for how I approach enlightenment. Respect is the only prerequisite I think we need to live a good life and when mixed with reciprocity, we can live good lives together. I don’t think we need commandments or universal laws.
Over the last few years, I’ve been shown a great deal about how current belief systems only serve as bottomless pits for our energy. When we give our power to a system or a deity, we are putting our futures/results into the hands of something else. I started this journey of discovery about myself by connecting with people practicing forms of, or something adjacent to “new age spirituality.” As I close out this learning episode, I have discovered there really isn’t, or shouldn’t be anything mystical about our existence. It’s actually pretty simple, but also backed by a little metaphysical magic, and a lot of organizational culture of which I am a huge fan.
So back to why me. Apparently, I’ve had experience raising planets before. Notice I say raising, rather than ascending. I do this intentionally to put some space between me, and all the “woo” of spiritual misinformation that’s out there. I intrinsically knew the building blocks to make this happen. Somewhere, around two years ago, I found myself saying, and this happens quite a bit, “The code is in me.” I didn’t know what that meant, whether it was in my dna/rna/chemistry, or something else. Again, with questions. I know we have a lot more brain power than we physically tap into, but I also believe that the older and more experienced one is, the more there is a need for an “i-cloud”, for lack of a better term. Here is a place to make my first introduction into practicality vs. WTH???
I don’t think we can or need to hold all of the information we have experienced in our lifetimes. We get what we need in this lifetime and even in specific moments. We also have what I’ve come to understand as Quasar moments in our lifetimes where a great many things were happening, oftentimes with a great many people. As far as I know, this is how I have deep knowing of things I wouldn’t otherwise understand. I suspect some of you have experienced the same.
I have been possessed by dark energy beings, demons if you will, and after getting over the shock of all that, I started getting my sea legs and asking what was this all about. Let’s get into it.
I intrinsically knew to reach out to our people who have passed. After working with them for nearly two years, they are pretty up to date with what’s happening here on the planet. We have talked about philosophy, humanity, how we got split up into cultural/ethnic groups, and why we have struggled to break free from the ties that bind us. Why and how we are failing in the great experiment that is the United States, which I believe is a microcosm of the planet, which in itself is a microcosm of the Multiverse. I believe the saying “The above is from the below and the below is from the above is a clue to help us extrapolate from and come to some conclusions.
I believe many of us came to North America in hopes of building a new life. Unfortunately, because people are going to people, we brought religion, greed, and an uncanny need for power over others. Zoom out and open your mind to as many as twelve different societies coming together here on this planet. There was bound to be some tension. What if that’s the same way we came to the planet? What if people from other planets came together to make a go of it in a new home on a new planet. Some of those people are pretty great, and clearly, some aren’t. We move forward because there is no other choice, but what if we can get rid of the ones that aren’t so great?
I have published my recipe for how this can happen here.
I also believe I’m a metaphysical soldier. When I was a kid, I had a vision that in a few words was me in what I think was a foxhole with Asian military standing over me in a circle with guns pointing down at me. I happen to have an incredible knack for divination and found myself on a POW network site. Thanks to a traumatic encounter with the movie The Deer Hunter when it came out, I think I might have “offed myself”. I have strong feeiings around giving anybody power over me, and I can see this as a big part of what being a POW must be like. It’s interesting for me too as his description feels a lot like me. I’ve always said my fighting weight is 170 pound, and I stand at 5’9 and we both have gray eyes and my hair (used to be) brown. We both had appendectomy’s. Oh and…I was born in Seoul, Korea.
I believe some of us reincarnate faster than others. Those of us with business to attend to.