My name is Sue Madrid. Sue is my “christian” name. I was born in South Korea on December 29, 1960 at the military base in Seoul. It was actually our Korean nanny who named me, Soo-ji-oh. The meaning of that name wasn’t made clear to me until recently. It means Clear Running Water.
I’ve been reminded of that joke, punctuation matters. Clear, running water reminds me that sometimes we need to get out of the way. Velocity matters
- It can be as powerful as a laser when directed with enough force and keeping it cool is important. Light lasers burn. Water lasers cut away…cleanly.
- It can also be seen coming through a firehose to clear the streets where protesters stand in the way of progress for the police and wealthy state, AND it can also be the thing we’re attempting to drink from as we move forward in the name of progress for the people.
- Is is also the speed of the waterfalls and rivers that cut into the rock after billions of years forming our canyon lands and most precious scenery.
This morning and every day for the last three years I have let mine run freely. You see, water is the energy of flow and the flow of energy. I have learned a great deal about physics – not so much from the scientific side, although there is always a corresponding law of physics that applies. Flow, like time, is not linear. Think of a giant flock of birds and how the magically fly – with the formation folding back on itself, then put that in holographic form where matter doesn’t exist, so the flow can literally cross itself.
When all this started happening, my daughter said to me, “I don’t know that I would go trusting whatever I was getting from my pendulum.” I think from her perspective, I was inviting dark energy and magic into my life. As it turns out it has always been here all around me. My response to her was that her assumption couldn’t be true because my intentions were always good. I wasn’t looking for the dark. The dark came to pick a fight with me. Apparently, I’m kind of a big deal. This energy flung itself at me in an attempt to take me out of the game. The very energy that would end it.
I have imagined or seen the dark energy as both a pool and as their own flow. Their own rivers. I have energetically imagined burning the river, making it a river of fire. I think it was so sludgy that did actually happen but here’s what I’ve learned: flow is flow and magic is magic. It is our intention that pollutes it or cleans it up. As I’ve let my river flow, it’s become more of an oily residue that I burn off on the daily. I’ve come to realize it’s the same river, theirs is just polluted making it less effective…for everyone.
When I started camping in earnest, I would inevitably find myself by a river. The first awe inspiring moment was when I was camped near Allenspark, Colorado and I sat by the river every day marveling that it just never ran out. I knew when I got up the next day, there would be water there again for me to sit by. Yeah, sure…until we no longer have snow capped peaks or glaciers, right?
We have let our conditioning keep up out of our flow. We are so bound up in keeping up with the Jones’, division of politics, some of us doing out damndest to live our best lives, but that also means we’re probably not looking to care for those who aren’t. Fifth dimensional living requires us to be bigger on the inside…period.
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We need to let our water, our flow, run freely until the water clears.
Clear Running Water.
Let it run until our own junk clears, and then let it run until you can help others clear theirs.
The only “lack” we’re experiencing is our own.
Let it FLOW, Let it FLOW, Let it FLOW!