So, whaddya here to do? Live your best life? Grow? Travel? Become enlightened?
I have a whole first part of my life that looked very much like anybody else’s. Then there’s the second part that’s truly been an adventure. An adventure that involves review and the work behind the work.
So it seems I’m a bit of a spy. You know…we all have the cover jobs, then we have the one we don’t talk about. I think this might be the final post about the part I don’t talk about, because for all intents and purposes, the mission is complete at least here on this plane.
I’m the kind of girl that has to get all up in the middle of a thing to develop an opinion about it, and generally try to improve it. That’s really the only choice, right? The good news is, while Earth cannot be fixed, the elimination of it along with damn near all the dark energy in the multiverse will be a better-for-everyone-involved solution. Think of Earth as a sticky mouse trap and yours truly was the initial bait. The super crunchy peanut butter.
All dark energy is connected in one way or another and their plan was to run through the cosmos like a plague of locusts burning through people, flora and fauna for their own personal enjoyment. When the local dark energy found themselves attracted to my light to try and extinguish it, they were trapped. Whether it’s been a siren song (think police), or simply their nature, is unclear – but when they became stuck, they sent out calls and signals into the cosmos and others like them came to help, or feed off the leftovers…who knows, but come they did. It took five years to pull all that poison out of the cosmos and have it stuck here for it’s final not-so-resting spot.
It’s a bit like the story of the Pied Piper.
There are a lot of people who came to this planet as explorers and people who were looking for higher education – spiritual development and so forth. As those people have been graduating and moving on, more and more dark energy has come here to be seeded in so they can have a shot in playing the game in-skin. I’ve likened the image on the ceiling of the Sistine Chapel to God tagging himself into the game as Adam. I look to modern film, music and books as clues to what’s happening. I got this Sistine Chapel reference from Dr. Brand in Intersteller where she reaches out and touches a something from the ship and Coop asks her, “What is that?”. She responds by saying I think it’s us.
I don’t think there are a lot of us that tagged ourselves into the game like that, but I know I’m one of them. Nature and Science had to have a candidate in the game, right? Think of us like Stan Lee who just HAD to have a cameo in his own creations.
The bad news is that for some of us, this game IS Final Destination. We can tell by how openly shitty people have become.
Well Sue, who’s who? We have no way of knowing. Before we get all shook up about whether or not we have participated in protesting or doing for others, remember I was fifty-eight before I was activated into the game.
Here’s the premise as I understand it: This plague was going to happen whether or not we picketed or protested. I don’t believe that has any bearing. Have you grown? Are you becoming more aware and the BIGGEST one. What baggage did you bring with you to drop off here? For me, it was my parents and my siblings. My whole fucking family as I knew it growing up. I think that’s part of the equation – out with the old, in with the newer. All the people who got sold into group think. Communism bad – Democracy good…until the democracy breaks. It’s time for us to reevaluate everything we’ve ever been taught – and taught is the operative word…well taught and sold.
Here’s the summary of my work so some of you might understand it better. In business, there are quadrants used to evaluate programs, people and policies. It looks like this.

The upper right quadrant is best case. This graph can be applied to a lot of different concepts. It would simply be good good, It can also be plane and dimension – both good with the goal, as in my case to eliminate bad/bad. Negative plane and negative dimensions.

I remembered about gauging whether I am operating above or below the line from the book 15 Commitments of Conscious Leadership by Dethmer, Chapman and Warner Klemp who I believe borrowed the concept from someone else. Note that I say remembered because we all need queues to help us remember the things we already knew…or should have, anyway.
In business as in life, we operate more or less above the line or below the line: Constricted, as a victim, or Open to life and adventure. We jump up above and fall below the line all the time, depending on the subject at hand. It’s in assessing this in the moment where the actual observation and subsequent growth has an opportunity to help us embody the lesson(s).
For this particular adventure, it looks like this to me. My frame of reference defaults to music, laughter/fun/love (light) and science, but the lens I’ve worked from is Justice or Fairness. We’re in a place where those have been tossed out as trash.

I stand fully in two different planes and two different dimensions hearing from both sides. I THINK my soul body is in the plus plus while my ego body is in the minus minus. Who knew we could stand in two physical planes? My spirit body resides on Sirius while my ego body resides here on Earth. Thankfully, this makes for an easy transition home.
To take is another step further, I identify as dog (another nod to Sirius) – as military, a least in this go ‘round, so it also looks like this.

If one is going to work in “Justice” one has to be able to hear both sides and always be open AND have faith that no individual can be counted out of the game of life if it’s not their time. My time here has not been about convicting the guilty, it’s been about finding a better way to move forward. What that looks like is eliminating energy below the line so what’s above the line can thrive.
If man continues to be a detriment to the rest of the ecology, we will find ourselves pushed out of existence for the good of what remains. Everything else that matters. If you find yourself thinking that nature or the planet doesn’t matter you might find yourself dead wrong.
Just of couple of glimpses I’ve seen of what can be:
- What if Earth and the inhabited planets are actually star ships? What if we live on the surface protected by our atmosphere? THAT makes the ship constructed of natural materials. Remember, the space station rotates, mimicking earth’s gravitation…wait….wut?
- I recently saw two stars descend to the horizon before I lost sight of them. I’m pretty sure these two containers took dark energy beings to the sun. Energy workers have been sending dark energy to the sun for a long time. I just had so much that containers were required. I believe there was an observation of two meteor-like objects that “splashed” into the sun right before the recent eruption of a solar flare that caused a Class 5 reaction along with the spotting of the Aurora Borealis on November 11th.
- I’m also not sure and this sounds way out there, but I THINK 3i/Atlas might be The Ark referenced in the Bible. What if that container is here to remove parts of nature that shouldn’t have to be here for the apocalypse. When people ask how God could allow a mass killing event like a tsunami for instance, I’ve always had a feeling there is an accompanying soul snatch event right at the moment of impact. I have experienced different feelings around what happens to kids that are sexually abused or shot in schools. It’s more like they are doing it to their own children, which starts and continues a cycle of feeding for the vampires that feed on pain and suffering. While I abhor thinking that can happen to children, I find myself thinking things like better theirs than mine. That said, if we eliminate that which is below the line, we end that cycle as well.
There are those who would critique my solutions, or the glimpses offered to me by the multiverse, and to them I would mention that I didn’t run into you while doing this work myself, so shut it.
I heartily believe where there is no solution, something new will show up. Who woulda thunk about natural “space ships”?
post script: The title of this writing is White Rabbit – a nod to Jefferson Airplane. I was born in Korea and my Korean name is Soo-Ji-Oh (phonetically). The prevailing Korean song from my youth is Santokki or Mountain Rabbit. It has come up more times than you know. My Korean origins have a lot to do with my history, although I don’t know exactly just what that means…yet. This lifetime, I’m definitely the White Rabbit – no shade to the movie industry, but Bugs Bunny is a childhood fave, and I’m just going to leave it here that Space Jam stars a black G.O.A.T. named Mike and my name in my last lifetime was Marvin…just sayin’. Sometimes we have to loop around and around for a specific outcome.
Also…
- Space Jam Movie – 1996 – Warner Bros.


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[…] That actually was not exactly what I was looking for. I’m looking for an exact. Where you describe of the arcs and Arches. I’m very grateful that you added the rainbow into this context because for me this is an error of moving into acceptance of the LGBTQIA community and I would’ve missed that.(This is currently in my work, where the energetic place held by Arch Angel Gabriel is now occupied by this community. They actually have an entire quadrant dedicated to orientation, with a push towards remember the act from the identity. I now identify as self servicing/n non-binary. Sex, the act, screws up everything (imho). When we remove an entire collection of intolerant and hateful, we make more room for the freedoms of the true heroes who bravely wore their identities for all of us to see. The graph for this can be seen in my post White Rabbit […]